Now that I look back at my life, I wonder,

Could I have lived it in a better way,

With less mistakes and less hurt

With people who love me for who I am?

They all stare at me quizzically and ask,

Why is she so different?

And all that I can say is

I am being myself…

I wrote this one night after a fight with my mom.....she was accusing me for not behaving like a normal Mallu girl (now dont make me elaborate that one!).....I was so pissed off....I am being accused for having a brain that works and a mind that makes decisions???

This is how I am and I love it......there are things I would like to change about myself and I am working on them, like my temper, but otherwise I dont want to change anything about my character.....no matter what the world thinks about me......

You can call me arrogant, but believe me I am not.....I have always had problem fitting in and I swear I have tried my best to blend in.....but sometimes when you dont think, act or even speak like the others around you then you are considered a freak!

Well if thats the price for having a mind of my own, I am sorry, but that how I am and if you cant deal with it, then its not my problem.....